Buying A House!!

Hey ppl, It's been long, I know.
I just hope everybody is fine and working at the same place where they were working when u read my last post!

Actually, I m hoping a lot now a days, hoping for market to recover, liquidity to easy, and myself to get married :) But actually I can't do anything about any of these.


If you talk abt the market, after a recent turmoil in financial market I guess there will be some change in the advertisements , like a master card add

There are somethings money can’t buy, For everything else there is Master Card**.

** Master Card can’t buy you houses too as we have liquidity problem.


So if you are from those lucky few who does not want master card to help you out in buying a dream home then u might go ahead and read this post, else you can always go to US and buy a house there. It is nobody’s dream over there and you will get it cheap.

On a serious note, have u ever considered buying a house? I have and in simple words, it’s really pain in the ass. There are thousand things which can go wrong and if u are lucky then only some of them will go wrong and u will become a Landlord otherwise only the lord can help you.

First of all, there has to be a real land. You can’t buy something which does not exist.Then that has to be legal, meaning it had to be approved buy the government. Like JDA if u belong to Jaipur, HUDA, NDA in case of Hyderabad and Noida respectively (yeah, I have only been to these places). And most importantly you should have a vasundhara yog( ppl say that one only buys a property if his kundali is having vasundhara yog) and interestingly only a good pandit knows about it.

So if you fulfil all the above conditions then congratulation you are eligible to own a house else as I said, you can always go to US 

PS: Congratulate me. I just fulfilled the above conditions!

Matlab...

मतलब की ये दुनिया सारी, मतलब के ये नाते हैं
मतलब से सब चाहें तुझको , मतलब से सब आतें हैं

मतलब होगा तो वो तुझको , चाँद पर ले जाते हैं
मतलब होते ही वो तुझको , वहीँ छोड़ चले आतें हैं

कोई मतलब को चाहत कहता , कोई प्यार बतलाता हैं
कोई चाहत और प्यार मैं , मतलबी बनकर रह जाता हैं

मतलब से सब फूल खिलेंगे , मतलब नहीं तो मुर्जयेंगे
मतलब तो सब मिलेंगे तुझको , मतलब नहीं तो गम जायेंगे

मतलब से भरती हैं नदियाँ , मतलब से खाली हो जाती
मतलब नहीं तो जान भी , भगवन तो प्यारी हो जाती

मतलब तो एक बड़ा शब्द है , बहुत काम ये आएगा
मतलब नहीं तो इस दुनिया मैं , तू बेबकूफ कहलायेगा

Office@Home..

Hey guys...I m just here to tell u that Futures First has started a new office@Jaipur( 7th one in India) and I m too happy to share it with u guys..so finally, I will be moving to jaipur in a weeks time.
It's been long since I lived at home, I left Bhopal some 6 years back when I got into IIIT hyderabad, spent my life's 6 most crucial years there and now moving to Jaipur.

As told by steve jobs..U can only connect the dots by looking backwards, I can surely say he is all right abt it...When I see backward, I can see it all...Wat I did and how I did it...it might be nothing to some ppl and a little to other...but to me it's the first step for the life ahead...

I trade short Sterling..

Hello to all the wise ppl of the world…

I m sure no trader is reading this blog, specially short sterling trader.
So to start with ..I sud tell u, this is the product with I trade, and I m trading sterling since last 2 years, which is not important but the important thing is that I still suck at it. Daily I go to office thinking that this is the day…I m gonna do great today and obviously market proves me wrong. Some times I feel that somebody is laughing from inside of the terminal and saying “look ye aaj phir aa gaya, Aaj to bachke nahi gayega”. And here goes another 1000 pounds.
It’s like whenever I do a put a trade..a message pops up saying ..”you r screwed buddy, just live with it”.
Leave apart my losses, actually I am a gud learner. I learn very fast and I learn from my mistakes. I don’t repeat them, at least not the very next day. I take more than enough time to forget about my blunders before repeating them. I am just like Sourabh Ganguly, who knows he shouldn’t be playing a leg side ball but he does it anyway and then swings his bat, saying “ohhh fuck why did I do that” and goes to the pavilion and rests in peace. The difference is just that he does not have to play every day for 11 hours. Lucky me!!

But koi gal nahi…that’s wat I love to do…and it does tell u that there are ppl wiser then you and you are still learning, That is why I said in the beginning ..

hello all the wise ppl of the world…

Wait...

Aaoge jab tum oo sajna, angna phool khilenge, barsega sawan jhoom jhoom ke…

Have u heard this song...yeah rite..song from movie jab we met, wonderful movie and wonderful song. Actually I have been listening to this song quite often recently. I don’t know why everybody (Most of the ppl I kown) loves these kinda songs. May be because this song gives you hope, that something is gonna happen, you don’t know when but u hope that it will happen soon. Other reason might be that it’s in our nature to wait, whenever we go out of options, we wait. Somebody is waiting to be happy, somebody is waiting for his love, somebody to be rich, someone is just waiting (in fact he doesn’t even know, what he is waiting for). I don’t know how much human time we have wasted in just waiting instead of doing something about our needs and wants.(yeah of course some ppl don’t even know what they want ..so they should definitely wait)
It’s so simple actually..The world can be divided in two kinda ppl, the ppl who likes to wait for everything to happen and ppl who are make it happen.
Let’s not talk about human race here…let me tell you about myself…I love this song so much that I can’t even tell you and the funny thing is that I don’t belong to any of above categories. I never waited anything to happen by itself and I could never do anything about it.

Anyway..I don’t think you guys should be reading this anymore…I don’t want you also to belong to the same group. Some wise man said ones..when one door closes another one opens, but we WAIT so much for that closed door to open that we don’t see the one which is opened for us…to sawan ke barasne ka wait mat karo..just do whatever you can rite now..other wise you won’t even remember how much time has already been gone in waiting.

The New beginning..

For those who might not know, here is a news…. My bro got married last week and we got a wonderful Bhabhi. We have been planning for this wedding since long and finally it’s over.
Off couse there were some moments when thing s were scary but as planned everything went just fine.
Lets talk abt my bhabhi first. As everybody else’s bhabhi…she is the best bhabhi in the world. I didn’t spend much time with her but I do reckon I have somebody to share my life with.
Talking abt somebody, actually last week was not only abt my bro getting married. It was much more than that…I met some ppl with whom I hardly spent time in last 5-6 years and to tell u the truth it was worth every penny in the world. We not only had great time together but also we got to know how life has changed in recent years. We discussed love, lust, sorrow, grief and every possible thing. I could say these were best six days in last six years. It was not only the past which came across but who knows…..it might be the base to my future too…the future I always wanted.

I have a Problem..

(Three post in a row!!! dont worry wrote it long back just posting it now..)
I have a problem!!!
Yeah! U heard me correctly. I have a problem!
First thing you do about any problem is to realize that you have one at the first place and that I have done but before I start explaining it I need to clear that the problem is not in the sense US of A people take it( which wouldn’t be the case here anyway because nobody from US is reading this blog). I don’t take drugs and off course I m not going crazy about anything. It’s just one thing which is bothering me since ages, that is I talk too much. Literally speaking, if I don’t do anything about it right now then I will have to face serious consequences later.
It’s not that I get to know about this problem recently, it’s just that it has seems more of everlasting problem now.
There have been quite no. of incidence where I should have spoken little less to gain more. One was in my vaishno devi yatra, where I was about to go over bound with one of my colleagues and another was at home in some discussion.
As far as I remember there had been some people who told me that I have to improve on this part and I knew at that time also that they were right but unfortunately I didn’t do anything about it.
So starting today I have decided to become more careful about everything I speak.
One wise man had said that animals get into trouble because they can’t speak and humans because they do.

I m back..

Hey ppl..how u doing? I know it’s been long time since I blogged but I guess now I sud start writing again. It’s not because I have lots of things to write abt but because I just want to write.
So wat has happened in last 2 years?
A lot I guess. Let’s start with my job. As u know that I started this blog when I got this job so lets restart it with the same topic.
To tell u the truth, I am actually doing quite gud. Have earned some money in last 1 year, very happy with the work as I guess I enjoy doing every part of it, let it be trading, presenting or taking interviews.
Some of u who don’t know me and some who know me but not reading this blog will be happy to know that Futures First is opening a office in Jaipur, which will start around june some time and I am dying to shift there. After a long time I will get home made food...Thanks to the management..who listen to traders..:)

Orkut sux..but not always

Everybody says orkut sux..n I agree with this but some times if you are fortunate enough u get some good things also.

I was reading Simmy’s( one of my friends friend) profile n I found this

One of Mother Teresa’s poems

People are often unreasonable; illogical, and self centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them, Anyways..!!!

So she( Simmy) says that she always try to live up to it…but I don’t understand one thing. How cud some one do that. You know I also tried something like this but could never do. People just cheat because that’s what they do. Nobody will understand you.
But the poem seems so good. As if everything is so simple so easy. You do everything according to this poem any be happy.

Today I had chat with some of my friends n they said I always speak of moral but some times I also go off road, they are right I do some things which I regret afterwards n after reading the above poem I reckon I can at least try, let see what comes up.

Thanks simmy( she doesn't even know me but had helped me in some way!!)

Move on....

I am all alone in campus right now. Everybody left by the time I came back.
When you have something you don’t care abt it n when you don’t you worry about getting it back. why it happens like this, When u need your friends most they are not there for you n when you don’t need them they will be all around you.
Life is so complicated, it’s like SENSEX, some times bull run n some times bear.
People are always batting on something or the other but they never know what exactly they want. And even if some people know what they want they can’t get it because price is too high or risk factor is very much or some times stock is not available at all.
So what can be done just wait, keep track of every thing around and when time comes bet your shot( am I writing about life or stock market?)

People say move on and they are off course right about that but people who say so never got into any of these situations and people who went through this wont tell u anything because they are not in the position and they know there is no solution.
But listen to this. Have u ever thought about person because of whom you are feeling so miserable (sorry you are actually thinking about him only all the time)? Hasn’t he moved on? Hasn’t he has all new friends? Yeah he does and you should also do the same. This is no difficult, just bear one thing in mind that you should not bear any thing in mind( ;)).

I just came across this ( read it aloud)

Figure it out for yourself, my lad,
You've all that the greatest of men have had;
Two arms, two hands, two legs, two eyes,
And a brain to use if you would be wise,
With this equipment they all began--
So start from the top and say, I CAN.
----------------- NOT BY ME!


So think abt it..n move on ;)

What M I doing?

I really don’t understand y m I like this?
I ll do things which I know I sud not.do. like just worrying abt one person who does not even give me a damn abt me…I think I m gonna be mad.
Why do I do this..when every thing is clear…when I know nothing is going to happen..
I m scared that I might do sth..cant just god give me sth else to think abt?
There r thousand other ppl who think abt me ..
Amit, Manoj, Ankur,upendra,Rohit, my family n even my friends family but I m such an asshole.
I know that I have agreed to not discuss it nemore, not talk abt it nemore but Who the hell will tell me how to do that. It all so funny everybody in running behind somebody else u care abt ppl who care abt some other ppl but u..
Neway wat can be done..it’s always like this, u cant get wat u want when it’s not in ur hand. So finally I have to convince myself that I m happy, I have to show everybody that I m happy but I only know how pleased I m.

Truth of Love

Have you ever thought about love?
I always wonder how two people could be in love. What do you mean by love after all?
Just being together for some time say a year or two and enjoying? Spending time and knowing what other person’s likes and dislikes are? How he/she reacts with a particular situation and how the other one support him/her when they are depressed? Taking care of somebody when you are together and giving hopes to each other?

This is what love is all about?
You know what I feel? I feel when you spend time with somebody, irrespective of what the other person is, he will be having some good qualities and he will be lacking in some areas. And when you get along you see where we can share thing? Where we can help each other? And this starts with so called “FRIENDSHIP” then after god knows when this friendship goes to something else …

But point is not what do we do when we are together but what do we do when we get separated. Slowly everything goes into vain, your so called friends or whatever finds some other “GOOD” friends and who knows that one of those friends might be having better qualities then you have!!!
I am not saying this is the only case, some times there are other situations when nobody can help you out, but here just saying that “we don’t have any other option but to forget each other” does not make any sense. We all have good and bad times and when we are happy we decide this thing needs to be done, we know what gives us harmony and when bad time comes we see difficulties in going along with old thoughts 

Shall we think about past, shall we worry about future or shall we just live like as we have lived when we were together? We all know that what we should do but nobody does that..we just think, worry instead of living and we lose all our live doing so. Can’t we just live in present, be happy , be together and think of nothing.

I know we can’t because we don’t have the guts to face the truth, the truth that we are just doing what everybody else wants and not what we want. We don’t even listen to our hearts, we just go along with the wind of negative thought and that is all..everything is over…over

The others

Why talk about others?
I know what sort of person I am, as told by some of my friends I am bit extrovert, I talk a lot but I talk a lot about others what has somebody done, what is somebody doing and blah blah but why do I do that? This problem ( it seems like a problem to me ) is not only with me but lots of people do that and the reason being none! What do people have this attitude, can’t they just be happy with their own work? The people who know me and reading this might be in shock that why he is talking about it! But seriously if I have done some mistake then I thing you should learn from it. More specifically learn from others mistake because you cant do those all yourself…
What else ..wrote this stuff yesterday and posting it today…bit late in everything 

What to do?

I m going through a strange situation now a days…I don’t know what to do. I had some planes or better to say that I thought that something should happened in some manner but after talking to somebody I feel that things are not like before anymore.

If I use my mind then it seems very straight but I don’t do that and things get complicated. I don’t understand what is the problem with me? It has been long time now but still I am in the same mess just can’t leave it at ones.

I always wonder why things to wrong? Specially, when you have thought that something will happen in a particular manner and it does not happen. From last some days, I am not at all feeling comfortable. There are several reasons of it like having a lot of work( when you don’t want to do that), not having enough time to do what I like, and all same things day in day out, and most of all same old stuff which I am unable to forget. I want change; I want to do something which gives me relief, serenity, peace but problem is that I don’t know what I want, I don’t know what gives me harmony.

So for a change, I m incorporating some changes in my daily life;

1) Wont watch romantic movies (romance sucks).
2) Wont play age( that sucks too).
3) Will read and write blogs indeed.
4) Will be bit quite
5) Just mind my own business rather then taking about others.
6) And will make sure that I don’t think of past(just for a change)

That’s all for today..

First Job Dream Job

So finally I got a job …that also not in a software firm ..but a financial company (Futures First) and u know I ll be doing trading in futures and options ….it’s awesome…not because I like trading ..but because …if I loose out sth …then it wont be my money( just kidding)


Here r the details of my interview..

Q)He asked me abt my background
A) I told him that I was from Bhopal and I have done my whole education there only.

Q)biggest achievement in life.
A)Getting into IIIT Hyderabad bcos it is the dream of most of the ppl and
only few can make it.

Q)Ne where u have failed in ur life?
A) I said, Not failed in ne thing but I m in the process of learning
English as till my intermediate my education was in Hindi and when I came
here then only I started English...blah..blah ...he said ur English is
quite good and he was very impressed with me(I thought so) :)

Q)Why do u want to join FF?
A)I told him I have very deep interest in finance n this is the only
company which provides me the opportunity to trade and I love that...

Q)How did u hear abt us?
A)I said from placement officer and one of my friend from DAIICT.
then some crap on what did he say...blah...blah

Q)U score was good at first test ...how much time wud u take to solve the
rest?
A)I said there r 10 ques left ...I 1 min..then he asked me to solve ...I
could solve only 6 :(

Q)Do u take risk? tell me some instance?
A)I told his abt that I have invested in mutual funds, but he said that
mutual fund is least risky thing ..I said, because I invest one third of my
salary ..without ne proper training in finance thus it is a risk for me,
then he asked me lots of question on my investment ....I guess u wont be
interest in that ;=? I also told him that I get RA ship in IIIT and he
asked me abt the funda of RA ship....

Q)He gave me one no to remember ..12 digit no. (My memory is very weak
..but I tried my best to remeber it.

Q) What other companies visited in IIIT? what was ur dream option?
A) I told him abt comp and I said my dream option was DE shaw...then some
discussion on that...then I told him that some interest ppl will
also go to morgan stanly..he asked me if I wud go?
I said if I dont get into FF then I ll go ...so he said that if u get into
FF then wud u go for DE shaw of FF...I said no I wont becaues then will be
giving me some software work ...but I m actually not intereste in that...

Q)So if u dont get selected in FF that wat will u do?
A) I'll try off-campus in FF(by this I mean that I loved the work
and that is why I m so desperate for FF)...but he said u can not apply in FF
if u had been rejected ones.....

Q)finally he asked my wat was the no. I gave u initially?
A)By this time I almost forgotten the no..but some how I could remember 11
digit out of 12...Ever I was amazed by that....

some more general question were there but I cant remind all of them....

Harry Potter and GOF

Harry Potter and GOF,
     We all went to HP n GOF today…If movie was good then trip was awesome because we also went to Birla temple..could not spend much of our time out there as we were late 4 movie ( ( I was not sure what was more important).
     What else, nothing much done till now…I need to prepare 4 placements but I don’t get time…I guess same is the situation with everybody else also(at least I hope so ().
     

First time!!

hi folks,
so I m also online now!
I use to write personal diary till now :( but I guess being in IIIT HYD and writing a personal diary is kinda unrealistic...so here I m...and I hope I ll enjoy this...